a little about us, our awakening & healing journey

Written by Kizzy

Thanks to a succession of serendipitous moments over the course of more than a decade, what began as a tale of trials and tribulations ended up metamorphosing into a fable of surrender and rebirth. 

What seemed like the chance meeting of Mick as a twenty-one-year-old woman was the first time in my adult it felt like I had approached a clearly defined fork in the road. I recall walking to my car one morning and feeling a wave of energy rush from my head to my feet grounding me firmly in place. As this happened, a voice in my head said to me, as though I was being guided: “You need to choose whether you are going to commit to him, because if you do, it is all or nothing.” I stood beside my car and weighed up my options. I had complete awareness of the sacrifices I would have to make and knew I needed to decide whether I could make them without ever carrying bitterness or resentment. And just like that, I made the choice to commit. 

Immediately after this decision was made my consciousness went back to normal and my feet un-grounded themselves from the earth. This moment of such profound clarity etched itself safely in my core never to be forgotten. Despite the tremendous impact it had on me, at the time I did not realise it was the beginning of my spiritual awakening or that the next chapter instore for us was going to be such a wild ride. 

The birth of our children years later provided many moments of clarity and parenthood continues to. Children truly are our teachers. Mick and I wholeheartedly attribute the lessons we have experienced as parents to the elevation of our consciousness. Children are the bright little beacons that lead us home, if only we allow them to. We must place our trust in their ability to lead the way. The love our kids brought into our world and the lessons we learnt as a young family marks a time that I would call the heart of my awakening journey. 

Awakening is not all sunshine and lollipops though, is it? It's an overwhelming sensation that pushes us toward a powerful spiritual breakthrough. It is the complete shattering of a lifetime’s worth of illusion, ego, and fear. It's a journey that weaves and winds its way through treacherous passes and overwhelming obstacles. It felt like depression. It felt like insanity too. It grabbed my hand and took me to rock bottom where I spent time getting to know my deepest fears. One by one the bricks I had used to build my protective wall, my mask self, came crashing down bringing everything that had ever insulted my soul with them. 

To cope with such an intense period of mind-bending confusion I cleverly decided to dull my senses and self-medicate with alcohol. Shamefully, one day I attempted to collect my son from Kindy when I was so intoxicated my words were slurred and I could barely walk. Bursting out into public knowledge, that day is the point in time my awakening became something far bigger than just me. Amid this turmoil I had not yet realised I was undergoing a radical transformation. That day signifies the beginning of rock bottom for me. From there the use of professionals became the focus; specifically, a GP and psychologist. I remember feeling lighter after the sessions with the psych; I offloaded suppressed emotion that I had been keeping to myself and these appointments definitely provided relief for surface level issues, though, personally, I found the depth of healing required was not something a psych was qualified to assist with. It was at the end of my second appointment that my ol’ faithful sense of something being amiss showed up again and did so at precisely the moment my Dr recommended I start on a course of anti-depressants. 

Still feeling very much like a victim I hushed my inner sense and started on a course of Prozac. Two weeks later my mood had lifted noticeably, and life seemed like it was getting back to normal only, it was not. I knew that the pills were the only reason my vibe had changed and was fully aware that no lasting healing of any kind had occurred. I couldn’t move beyond the superficiality of accepting anti-depressants as a solution to my woes and I never took another pill again. 

Throwing myself back into the deep end, my feelings of hopelessness and confusion quickly returned. As I sat on the top step of our internal staircase crying uncontrollably, I decided to go and jump off a bridge. I grabbed my car keys and walked down the stairs. As my hand reached out for the brass handle on our door, a loud voice inside my head said, “STOP. DON’T GO.” My legs froze mid step and then buckled beneath me. As I sat sobbing on the tiled entryway of our home the answer I’d been longing for finally came to me. 

I was the only person capable of saving me. 

It had been with me the entire time in the form of my sense that something was amiss. 

My will to fight my way through life hastily dissipated very shortly after I realised that I was the one I had been searching for. It wasn’t an external problem, it wasn't a mental health disorder, and I hadn’t been resisting life at all, I had been resisting the real me. So, like never before, I took a giant leap of faith in myself and allowed my well-crafted shell to crumble away. 

Early in this process I discovered energy healing, or healing through the human energy field. Hands of Light by Dr Barbara Brennan was a book I absolutely poured myself into and is one of very few books that I can honestly say changed my life for the better in the most catalyzing way. It helped me truly understand who I am, what I am, what trauma is, the role it plays, and importantly, how we can heal ourselves. It's a body of work that legitimately benefits every single person and is in my view, the ultimate guide in healing.

The years that followed were very much dedicated to self-healing. I uncovered and dealt with the realisation that my mother is a covert narcissist. I gained awareness about anxiety and addiction and the role both had played in my life. Piece by piece I unfolded the layers of myself that were causing me pain and I let go of many things that were no longer serving me.

In more recent years, Mick and I discovered Rising Phoenix Aurora, specifically through her work on YouTube & Rumble with her AURA Regression videos. To say that this information was the next piece of our puzzle or that we were ready for it is quite an understatement! Learning about our galactic history via the past lives of people just like you and me - absolutely knocked our socks off. We needed something bigger than the 3D realm wanted to give us and Aurora's work definitely provided it. We had quietly followed her for years soaking up her uploads until we decided enough was enough, we needed to go all in. I surprised Mick with an AURA session for his 50th along with a couple's enrollment to the online AURA & RAAH certification which we completed in March 2023. 

It gives me goosebumps thinking about how fabulous the course was and how powerful the love energy among all the participants was, and Aurora, too. WOW! We went in feeling like relatively high vibe souls and finished the week feeling so elevated and divine. So much healing and acceptance and power - absolutely difficult to convey in words.

I was chosen as the incredibly lucky participant to receive an AURA session by Aurora as part of the workshop. You can view my session below.

And so, here we are, starting our journey as AURA Practitioners! We are dedicated to our own healing, the ongoing care of ourselves and each other, and we absolutely cannot wait to share our love and healing energy with you! You can heal, and we would consider ourselves blessed to work alongside you achieving just that.

We love you, honour you and respect you.

Kizzy & Mick